i faceplanted into a car
and went to go to the doctor for pain meds
and he said i got a concussion
and i needed to get a tetanus shot for the scrape on my face






fuck alcohol
this shit doesnt happen to you on weed

im ridiculously hungover






and it sucks
alot

I feel like I'm getting sick.


:[

There was a gnarly earthquake today 9 miles outside of San Jose.
We were at Tony & Erics apartment on the 10th floor of their building,
& it felt so fucking crazy to feel an entire concrete building swaying back and forth.
scared the shit out of me.
hahaha

That brightened up my day a little bit.
& I think its going to help alot.



From now on, FRIENDS ONLY.
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this break has been one of the best breaks so far.

i have no idea why im feeling depressed lately
but it seems to come on in waves of feeling like im going to cry
im hurting and i feel like i cant tell anyone why
one person on this earth knows but its hard to explain when i dont even know why i feel the way i do
she explained to me that its completely alright to feel the way i do sometimes
i feel anxious and my chest is always tight
i feel this need to stay busy, but its hard when your friends are all busy too
these feelings seem to come completely out of the blue
i need to sever the ties on the inside without the ends fraying
id like to say "dont ask" but thats a lie

waty tood urnk is all i hgave to say.



bar hoppign = funnnnnnnnnn
but im way toof cukign drunk

Gabe is lagging hardcore.
All I freaking want to do is go home damnit.
I'm all packed.
I just need food, cigs, a doubleshot, & some redbulls.




blah

tonight was by far one of the most random goodbyes ive ever had

1. reyn and his lapdance skills
2. reyn and his dancing skills
3. reyn and his pelvic thrusts
4. reyn socking me repeatedly in the boob
5. reyn biting me repeatedly on my nipple
6. reyns secret love for moulin rouge
7. almost falling out a window.


yes this is all on video and yes its fucking hysterical

Went bar hopping with my ID for the first time last night.
First we went to this bar Amber which was pretty sick and the bartender gave us free shots.
I was wasted after I left there, and then we went to this other bar downtown called Swig.
It was so fucking hot inside & some 31 year old black guy was like all up on it and would NOT leave me alone.
Even though I told him I had a boyfriend and he was like "well hes not here is he?"
He tried to tell me we had chemistry and I said "you think so? buy me a drink and we'll talk"
And he did, and then we left.
Then we went to this other bar called Slide which was pretty sick. It was an upscale bar with velvet ropes & a huge slide going from upstairs to downstairs that you can take instead of going down the stairs to the bar.
We danced at slide and I met this really cute asain guy named Charlie.
We danced and kissed and shit and then I left without saying bye, so he called me and texted me which was nice.
We went to this party off of Holloway which was kinda lame but we saw JP Aeneas Max and Sawyer which was cool.
Then we went back to the boys where everyone was rolling.
Reyn had an ecstacy talk with me which was funny.
I think I took my last shot around 5am.
Needless to say I was wasted.
Oh and my shoe broke before we even got into Slide.
Yeaaaaaaaaah.
Alex spilled a shot on the bill which was funny and then threw up in a trash can... inconspicuously... ahahhaahahahaha.


I'm hung the fuck over.

in over 48 hours, i've had 3 hours of sleep.
im losing it.
last final this morning thank god.
got a phonecall from jail last night at 3am.
it went to my voicemail and it was kristie saying she got arrested.
surprise surprise.
i called with her booking number this morning and they said it was for narcotics.
surprise surprise.
not.
um yeah she wants my mom to make bail of $15,000.
yeah the fuck right.

saw pirates III opening night last night, really good but kinda long.

R.I.P Joe Anzack. :[
20 year old alumni from South Torrance High School [Class of 2005] found dead in Iraq at the bottom of the Euphrates River.

This makes me sick to my stomach.
I fully blame the Bush Administration.

May you be with the angels Joe.

im dead.
finals are killing me.
one down, three to go.
tomorrow = human sex
& studying like a madwoman for history.
after history, its smooooth sailing.
untill politics.
but thats not till friday.


so ill worry later.

They do not lie about the size of a 'large' margarita at Chevys.
3 later... & I am wayyyyy chillin. XD


Everyone go buy/DL the new Used cd.
Its awesome.

& with that, I must go study.

can suck a fuck.
Today = Cinema
Tomorrow = Human Sexuality
Thursday = History [blech]
Friday = American Politics


Gotta figure out what kind of scantrons to get.
PEEEACE.

Margarita mission complete.
Except I didn't get carded damnit.

Now I'm playing beer pong and I'm freaking wasted.
hahahhaAAAAAAAAA

MAMA MIA MAMA MIA LET ME GOOOOOO
SO FUNNY

I'm craving margaritas.
So... I think I'm gonna hit up Chevy's.




SIIIIIICK.

I FINALLY GOT MY ID.
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.


lets fucking RAGE
tomorrow = bay to breakers

7 mile drunk race across san fran.
ID just in time.
wooot.